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| me> 3 yrs old |
I am a girl who always love to be in a fantasy world. all thing happening in my life has its positive points,i think that way. actually i was scared of bad things. i used to live in dream world and none of my friends are alike. that was my bad luck.Even though the weather didn't support me, i always make it my way as i love springtime.
i dreamt of being a bird when i saw it enjoying in spring. sometimes when i read stories of fairies, i believed on them and wished to meet them. i used to share my feelings with the MOON, the full moon.!!! i love to. After taking bath everyday i offered my prayer to the sun.it is not because Sun represents some devta in hindu religion but i thought the sun as my Best friend who always fulfill my wishes. It's true. You might not believe!!! but it's true.
I love raining, because i want to feel the tears of heaven. but there was none who can feel my tears. Parents became angry birds if they saw me in rain.hahaha...!!!
Like everyone's parents my parents too wanted me to be successful in life. at that time i didn't get the meaning of success. people around me showed their wishes which to be fulfilled in future by me. WTH!!! i'm not a robot. i wish i could tell them at that time,"YOU GUYS SUCK".
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i just don't know how to put all into words but i was frustrated by everyone at some point of time.
BUT my life is now is definitely much smoother here than it first was. i'll surely tell the reason WHY.
(Questions arise??? do i get all i wanted in my life? what magical happened in my life which changed my breath?)
YEAR 2007- Results of my HSLC came out. 68% means First Div. On the day before that day my parents went to one of my school teacher as he was astrologer by his hobby.he told them that they should not worry about my result and marks as it should be more than 75%. that's why my results disappointed them.
On seeing their face i just burst out crying.
These Flashback of memories still hurt me somewhere.
